The only thing that I do care about is that I don't care about anything. Seriously, it worries me. [07 Jul 2008|01:54am] etymologia I don't find faith in your forced feelings Not fooled by your misleadings Won't buy this line you're selling Tired of this lie you're telling I won't, I don't, I won't do this anymore

[07 Jul 2008|12:56am] dugdales before i regret it. Flexitarianism

[06 Jul 2008|05:11am] dugdales note to self: shut my trap

We've taken the world apart but we have no idea what to do with the pieces. [06 Jul 2008|04:11am] etymologia I really didn't want to start this post with a picture this time (or at least not this picture, my arms look monstrous), but I realised how much alike Audrey and I look here.. The resemblence is almost uncanny. I am excited! I have new things to keep myself happy and occupied. I have good books to read, I have a new camera coming in on Monday, and I have new contact lenses.  Although honestly, I don't see the sense in getting excited over new contact lenses. In addition to that, my dad made me change my mind about the camera thrice, so I went from wanting a Powershot G9 to settling for an IXUS 85 IS.   Having said that, my dad is so awesome. He seems to have the right kind of friends. The kind who can get us anything we want at cost price. Perfume, electronic gadgets, eyesight correction.. You name it, he probably knows someone who deals with it.  The past week hasn't been particularly interesting, save for the many James McAvoy movies. Oh, and that I drove my boyfriend's car and made his sister smash her face into the driver's seat twice because I slammed too hard on the brakes.  I'm also pretty upset that tomorrow (or today, in fact) will bring about the end of being able to slack off while on the job. OH MY GOD SOMEBODY SAVE ME. I'VE BECOME A BORING OLD HAG. (Then again, I still expect comments.. It's probably some OCD thing but I cannot bear seeing entries in my journal going not being commented on) 15 comments|post comment

[05 Jul 2008|10:37pm] awak3n i realise i enjoy being a spoilt brat. let me think if i'm willing to give that up. hmmm. i think it's all jf's fault. totally spoilt me and pampered me a little too much. i was perfectly fine when i was with daryl wat. hmmmm. i dun need presents, but i'm happy when i receive them. i dun need flowers cos i'm so lazy to carry them around, but i like the way my room smell so nice cos of them. and i like it when i say i wanna eat something and i get to eat it. am i materialistic? i thought i'm just being a spoilt brat hmmm. never realised how much hubby's been spoiling me. i'm sorry. i think i wasted alot of your money. ): but i do love eeyore and monk-kay. :D i dunno why i'm happy when ppl buy cute stuff for me. i'll be happy, i'll cuddle them alot, but eventually they'll just become another object on my bed isn't it. with an occasional hug, but most of the time neglected. but i'm still happy to haf them. it's a want, it's not a need. just like how i'm always greedy, i want everything that i can have, even though they might not be something that i actually need. i'm a little more sensible now. so let me think again hmmmm. i should think somemore. i'm feeling very sad today. cos nobody came to find me. ): and i was so freaking busy in the shop i was like working nonstop. and when i finally thought i could stop, i had to do cleaning. den i was starving and dying and hurting cos of my stupid head. and den i injured my wrist while carrying the stupid 12kg cat litter cos i was so dumb i overestimated my wrists. ): and den i fucking dropped the scissors on my toe. my toe's still there, but it's injured nonetheless. ): oh and scrawny bit me cos she was so freaked out by black bear. i'm very sad. they're supposed to be together and happily ever after, but why does things hafta become this way. simply cos there's a guy in the picture? ): i'm very sad. cos i took scrawny out and she has to be on her own. maybe that's how things should be all along. should just be alone and stay alone. den no one gets hurt and no one gets upset. and i went crazy i actually took the stairs today on my way home. almost died. i'm super unfit i'm very sad. ): and although i'm having fun playing with my fat little tummy which is not really little, i think i prefer my abs much more. time to train up. well, wait till i get into the mood. hahaha. =b post comment

[05 Jul 2008|02:45am] acanti I suspect there may be subliminal messages in the Cookie Monster episode of Colbert, because I just watched it and am now sitting here at 245am, eating double-stuffed oreos and drinking chocolate milk. :D aaaah bliss and decadence. also, COOOOKIEEEE post comment

[05 Jul 2008|12:46am] dugdales kaching: the sound of $ draining

[04 Jul 2008|11:08am] awak3n i wanna paint paint paint paint. that's the closest form of art that i can actually do. oh how i love painting. (: i wanna go ME everyday and paint paint paint. but i doubt they haf that many things for us to paint. hmmmm. i'm going to work today. it feels weird. cos i haven been working for so many days. i hope that all my pets are fine and all. now i get so scared once i dun get to see them everyday. if any animals die, i want them to die when i'm around so that at least before they die they know that they're loved. i know i'm weird. but who cares man. i rather that than see their dead body only. ): did i mention how sad i was when that little thing died. my poor little robo. i guess i haf no luck with robo. or maybe i should just stop putting my hamsters in fours cos four is such an unlucky number. they just keep dying or sth happens to them. and stupid molted is starting to bully fluffy. and that's very sad indeed cos my fluffy is such a cute little thing. ok wait she's not little. she's a cute fat thing heh heh. ok time to bathe. i'm gonna be so late for work again. shall rush. suddenly i wish you'd be there with me whole day. ): post comment

[04 Jul 2008|11:04am] awak3n i hate to think. and i hate that i love you so. post comment

[04 Jul 2008|12:51am] awak3n somehow i wish things didn't hafta turn out this way. and can just remain as it is. but of cos, it's my fault again. as usual. and i'm sorry abt that. i'll stop being a bitch. i'm sorry. ): and thank you. post comment

east timor [03 Jul 2008|10:56pm] acanti [ mood | ashley macisaac - wing stock ] I'm sorry for taking so long to post on this! originally I intended a huge, detailed LJ post with photos and all...but I only just uploaded my photos onto facebook, and after captioning them I don't really want to do that long entry after all :P but if you want to check out my photos they're here :) album one, album two, album three. (the sunset in album three, in particular, is awesome.) it's no mean feat cutting down 900+ photos to 180 okay :P suffice to say, I had a wonderful time, that East Timor is all I ever thought it would be and more, and that I want to go back some day. :) post comment

07/01/08 Homepage Spotlight [01 Jul 2008|05:27pm] lj_spotlight [bensinclair1] housematehorror Horror stories from the world of shared living spaces. EEK! 24 comments|post comment

[02 Jul 2008|01:30am] awak3n sometimes i really wish that when i'm not feeling well there'd really be someone who'd just appear and accompany me. just hold me till i feel better. i dunno. oh well. i think my head might explode any moment. the feeling is like the tick tick tick of the bomb. like wtf. it hurts okay. rahhhhhh. and den i just feel like grabbing hold of my head and tying a bandage around it so that if it explodes it'll still be pretty much in place and i wouldn't be unable to find all the pieces. hmmm. ok that's a weird thought. if my head exploded i wouldn't even be able to find the pieces of my head cos i'd be dead. hmmm. i'm gonna install microsoft office and adobe tml. :D so fun. so happy. (: anyways i think i really really really do like this keyboard. and i'm happy with this laptop. other than the fact that the stupid cam dun work half the time ahaha. so i keep restarting and restarting my com. and sometimes i just get so fed up with it cos i'm watching show halfway or sth so i really dun wanna restart my com haha. so too bad lah. whether you get to see me on webcam or not will depend on your luck already. =b i really ought to be sleeping early. considering how i almost died cos of my headache today. den tell me, wat am i doing at this hour still at the com. RAHHHHHHH. that's not very smart. post comment

[01 Jul 2008|07:39pm] dugdales i shall watch paranoid park after wimbledon.

[01 Jul 2008|02:33am] awak3n watched wanted today. such a cool show! :D love angelina jolie to the max. xD and the way they shoot is just so cool i wanna be an assassin tooooooooo. hahaha. den after that we wenta eat new york new york. i love the cotton candy! haha. green apple flavour heh. the only thing i dun like is that it makes me stickyyyyy. haha. let's go someday, you eat and i'll eat the cotton candy. :) post comment

[30 Jun 2008|07:45pm] acanti so this is what happened in the last couple of days :) friday: - last day of my internship! which I started on 16 January, so it feels like it's been a super long time. I left on the same day as Melody so we shared our farewell treat, and everyone told us we were spoiling the market haha :P cos we got awesome muffins of win, personalised cupcakes for some people (no $$ to get for everyone) and I wrote like 36 farewell notes to people. BUT we didn't get the interns anything, and they're like the most amazing people ): this shall have to be rectified. and the Intern Army (haha) gave us a card and a stuffed toy each *___* I feel super loved haha. It's such an adorable stuffed cat. I love stuffed cats. When people give me stuffed cats I feel very loved. Then again it's only those really close to me who give me stuffed cats (which should be the way), so haha that explains it. anyway, I'm not nostalgic about the newsroom per se, although I do miss Aditi and all the crazy quirky things that the people there say. I tried to conjure up a feeling of loss on the way in to the News Centre, but I only got as far as the knowledge that I'm going to be back here in three or four years anyway, and working here for the six years after that haha. but I really will miss the people. so in a nutshell I won't miss the place or the work, but the people definitely. :) saturday: - I was supposed to go for toy and comic con with Aditi in the afternoon, but I ended up going with my dad to get a suitcase instead. so now I have a large, pretty shiny bronze suitcase. I love it haha. ADA YOUR MOTHER IS SUPER NICE can you thank her a thousand times for me *___* - 415 dinner at night. it was really nice to see everyone again haha although I must say I wish we didn't do that go around in a circle and spill your university thing :P had a very enjoyable chat with miss goh and angie and ray and nyx and I can't remember who else, about the Good Old Days and how delightfully and hilariously hopeless we were at chem :D well, minus angie. sunday: - church service, and Talk which was pretty insightful. and also very intriguing. - went to buy some more travel stuff and winter wear! GSS sales = awesome possum. I now have a winter coat and awesome scarves. damn I am so going to enjoy wearing all those lovely jackets and scarves and boots and trenchcoats and all the clothes I think are very cool but never get the chance to wear in Singapore. that is, if I don't get intimidated to death by London fashion and the freaking need to look good all the time -_- - headed to Nyx's house and talked and learned to recognise the german team and watched the match and slept, monday - ended up watching Prince Caspian with Nyx :) after waking up around eleven. ( Prince Caspian ) 18 comments|post comment

06/30/08 Homepage Spotlight [30 Jun 2008|03:19am] lj_spotlight [bensinclair1] dwseason4 A journal where the alternative fourth season of the TV show Doctor Who is being written. 5 comments|post comment

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[30 Jun 2008|10:34am] awak3n i got into sheares hall. (: but somehow it feels like something's missing. the lack of excitement. how weird. i've been hoping and praying so hard for so long, and i got it. so why am i feeling so indifferent. weird. muz be my period. ah. and i got my new laptop heh. so fun. cos it's so fast. (: but pls dun ask me to webcam. it scares the freak outta me hahaha. (: i think soon i'll tape up the camera. haha! =b and a stupid bunny scratched me so fucking hard. i got such a bad scratch even though my shirt should be protecting it. it's like as bad as my normal scratches on my arm lah. skin coming off. ): ok muz go bathe and prepare to go out now. lalala. post comment

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